tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40363436691888710532023-05-24T08:45:08.941-07:00Barbara AlfaroPoet/PlaywrightBarbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]Blogger139125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-9656535563816172772023-04-05T06:07:00.:002023-05-24T08:44:36.194-07:00Irresistible Impulse<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYVlG6s-F6GmTGaIThfRSVdsLkJh0H471h42lERMmHy3ssGuF3TxNSZ2SQLujBP9gZCZBCyRNgxvq7FdC-eKrihK2QZMUdBd8VvOqLnz6Mv5bW3kZUxhbGJLCQXMT-kOF3XKLe9NX7pHl4MGqvgsCCUOcooa833U6QRnyojf6QVqsBfO48RuikyjYS/s72-c/41359233a71ac34f.webp).jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="629" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYVlG6s-F6GmTGaIThfRSVdsLkJh0H471h42lERMmHy3ssGuF3TxNSZ2SQLujBP9gZCZBCyRNgxvq7FdC-eKrihK2QZMUdBd8VvOqLnz6Mv5bW3kZUxhbGJLCQXMT-kOF3XKLe9NX7pHl4MGqvgsCCUOcooa833U6QRnyojf6QVqsBfO48RuikyjYS/s72-c/41359233a71ac34f.webp).jpg" width="252" /></a></div><span style="font-size: medium;">So pleased that my monologue <i>Irresistible Impulse</i> about the sibling rivalry between a family's robot and their little dog has been selected for the Summer Equity Library Theater Play Festival. I'll post more about this as we get closer to the event.</span><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span face=""Arial",sans-serif" style="color: #656565; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 107%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ligatures: none;">Image: © Monsit
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To purchase a copy, click </span><a href="https://www.stageplays.com/products/dos_madres" style="font-family: verdana;">Dos Madres</a><span style="font-family: verdana;">.</span></p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-951260988477903492022-01-24T06:06:00.:002022-01-24T06:18:35.884-08:00Catbird Poetry Reading<p>Here is the October 11th Zoom reading at Flying Out Loud of poems from Catbird. I hope you enjoy the poems. Catbird is available at <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Catbird-Barbara-Alfaro/dp/1646627261/ref=sr_1_1?crid=89ZS4DKO072C&keywords=catbird+by+barbara+alfaro&qid=1643033607&s=books&sprefix=catbird%2Cstripbooks%2C81&sr=1-1">Amazon</a></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/JAkN-Y7ge84" width="320" youtube-src-id="JAkN-Y7ge84"></iframe></div><br /><p><br /></p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-2976733558363019792021-01-15T06:17:00.:002021-09-19T16:38:58.631-07:00New Poetry<p><span style="font-size: medium;">Thank you to the editors of Remington Review for including my poems "Stolen Pearls" and "Image" in their winter issue. Click <a href="https://www.flipsnack.com/Remingtonreview/remington-review-winter-2021.html">here</a> to read the poems.</span></p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-54876022377134088122020-12-20T06:34:00.:002020-12-21T04:34:28.377-08:00Another Poem - Snow Globe<p><span style="font-size: medium;">Delighted to have my poem "Snow Globe" appear in Trouvaille Review. To read the poem, click <a href="https://www.trouvaillereview.org/home/snow-globe-by-barbara-alfaro">Snow Globe</a>.</span></p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-92062249979729025872020-11-28T06:38:00.:002021-11-05T08:06:42.905-07:00Three New Poems<p><span style="font-size: medium;">Delighted to have three of my poems published in the November issue of The Blue Mountain Review. Thank you to the editors. To read the poems, click the link below, then click the search icon on the bottom right. Type Barbara Alfaro in the search bar at top of the page and my poems will appear.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://issuu.com/collectivemedia/docs/bluemountainreviewnov2020"><span style="font-size: medium;">The Blue Mountain Review</span></a><br /></p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-15730299013203810792020-10-30T08:31:00.:002020-10-30T08:49:49.936-07:00New Poem in Variant Literature Journal<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="/-8US0YCJXHXw/X5wqMqtYCFI/AAAAAAAAFS8/oh1NofyVljAt0eeaIWKtqWpZWBkgatNcACNcBGAsYHQ/s800/IMG_20201030_102943810.webp" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="436" data-original-width="800" height="217" src="/-8US0YCJXHXw/X5wqMqtYCFI/AAAAAAAAFS8/oh1NofyVljAt0eeaIWKtqWpZWBkgatNcACNcBGAsYHQ/w400-h217/IMG_20201030_102943810.webp" width="400" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: large;">Thank you to the editors of Variant Literature Journal for including my poem "Even Indigo" in the Issue 5 Autumn edition. You can read or purchase a copy of the journal at <a href="https://www.variantlit.com/journals">Variant Literature Journals</a>.</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-80776115748056866322020-08-30T10:37:00.:002021-11-05T07:29:32.:00The Lifespan of a Cricket - Crickets & the Afterlife<p>Thank you <i>Amethyst Review</i> for publishing my essay <a href="https://amethystmagazine.org/2020/08/30/the-lifespan-of-a-cricket-a-personal-essay-by-barbara-alfaro/">"The Lifespan of a Cricket"</a> (click to read).</p>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-4527964941630429512020-07-03T14:46:00.:002020-12-21T15:03:42.143-08:00AfterwardsMy essay about becoming a widow appears in The Red Wheelbarrow Review. Thank you to the editors.<div><br /></div><div><a href="https://theredwheelbarrowreview.com/barbara-alfaro/">https://theredwheelbarrowreview.com/barbara-alfaro/</a></div>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-90092810876299924372020-06-15T08:01:00.:002020-07-02T03:27:27.476-07:00Mourning Dove & a GhazalMy poem "Mourning Dove" appears in this beautiful issue of the Boston Literary Magazine. You need to scroll down a bit. <div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.bigtablepublishing.com/post/june-2020">https://www.bigtablepublishing.com/post/june-2020</a><br /><div><br /></div><div>Another poem of mine appears in Trouvaille Review. </div></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://www.trouvaillereview.org/home/ghazal-by-barbara-alfaro">https://www.trouvaillereview.org/home/ghazal-by-barbara-alfaro</a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-29329231490621488942020-06-10T06:46:00.:002020-11-26T08:29:15.601-08:00Confessions of a Vulnerable<br />
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<span style="font-family: verdana, sans-serif;">I’m one of
the “at risk,” “vulnerables.” I don’t add “elderly.” It’s enough that word even
exists as it evokes images of wizened, warty, bent-backed beings with white
hair or no hair, and perhaps two remaining teeth. People only look like that in
a Dickens novel. I’m also one of the people some want to sacrifice in order to rescue the economy. I do not comment on those individuals as that would be like trying to
have a dialogue with fudge. The stereotype of women in my age group surrounded
by doilies and teacups, little ‘ole ladies wearing little ‘ole lady dresses,
the inevitable afghan circling their tiny shoulders doesn’t quite work for me.
I’m wearing a hot pink top and tight jeans as I write this. Many in the media
often refer to seniors so patronizingly, I consider getting the news by
accessing a Ouija board. What is it about some young’uns that makes them relate
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greatest advantage is that you can finally do what you always wanted to do - full
time. If you are fortunate enough to have spent your life doing what you love,
just be quiet (surrendering envy is one of the things I’m still working on). Whether
it’s reading those forty-seven books you ordered from Amazon, gardening,
learning a language, painting a room or a canvas, writing a memoir, getting
involved in local politics, enjoying every play, opera, ballet, or concert in
the history of the world, the choices are there.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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gift of aging is the joy of forgiving those who were absolutely shitty to you
because, you know what, it really doesn’t matter anymore. You can also, I add
with a hint of caution, have wine and cookies for supper. Of course, a definite
downside to seniorhood is that when you go to bed at night you can’t help
wondering if you’ll wake up the following morning. When you do, the scrambled
eggs taste so awfully good and your dog peeing on the brand new sofa (he’s a
senior too) seems almost amusing. Almost. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: verdana, sans-serif;">My mother
told me I “think too much.” A teacher I had said I was “too intellectual” – a
singularly peculiar remark to make to a student. When a friend referred to me
as “a giant brain,” I imagined aliens disembarking their spacecraft. They
all had shockingly oversized heads. I was one of them! I assure you that I am
not a giant brain. I could not define a scalene triangle if the Lord himself appeared
and asked me to. My normal size brain loves reading giant souls like
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I’ve let go of some of “the things of youth” reluctantly, without an ounce of
grace, and I’m holding on to others like a toddler with a teddy bear. I miss
being pretty (I haven’t surrendered vanity). I didn’t even know I was pretty
till I opened a photo album and saw this attractive young woman who used to be
me. I knew I’d turned a corner when people started calling me "ma’am" and
asking if I’d like the senior discount. And I miss planning for the future. At
my age, I am the future.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Judging from
the tsunami of pet photos on social media during this pandemic, a great many of
us are being comforted by a feline or a canine companion. Oh, there were plenty
of pet photos and videos posted before the coronavirus but the number has
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children have always had fur. When I was seven years old, a tabby named Gingle,
named for the warning bell on his collar, was my pal. Gingle was an outside cat
which meant he lived inside the house, usually at the foot of my bed, but did
his “business” outside. Unfortunately, the warning bell wasn’t always effective
and, to my horror, he’d often greet me with a dead sparrow between his tiny teeth.
My mother thought Gingle clever because when he wanted to come back inside
after an evening of hunting or romance, he would jump onto the window box and
tap the window to be let in. Our family would be watching an episode of Perry Mason and all
at once Gingle would be tapping. My funniest memory of this striped
cat was the night he brought a chum home. My childhood was in that long ago when
people actually left their windows open at night. Whenever it was clear that
the whole family had gone to bed, Gingle would hop through the open window in
my bedroom and sleep beside my feet. One night, I woke to find two cats by my
feet. I made a sound of surprise that startled the cat away. Perhaps, after a
night of gallivanting, Gingle indicated to his friend, “Why not come home with
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">I found Tabby
(I get better with pet names later in life), foraging for food by trash cans.
In my twenties and in my first marriage, I put together an elegant dinner party
that, because of Tabby, didn’t quite work out. The marriage didn’t work out
either. The evening I’m recalling, I’d prepared prime rib, roasted potatoes,
fresh vegetables, and cheesecake for dessert. The table was set with my best
tablecloth, china, crystal, and silver with a centerpiece of fresh flowers. And
of course, candlelight. Everything was so elegant and perfect that my husband
and I couldn’t help feeling a tad proud of ourselves. Our guests were new
friends, a young doctor and his lovely wife. Enjoying our first glass of wine,
the four of us were suddenly startled by Tabby jumping onto and running across
the table. She had a white rectangular thing hanging from her mouth – a Kotex pad
she’d somehow gotten out of its box! I don’t remember what I said in total
embarrassment, probably something inelegant. The doctor laughed and said “Your
kitten just got her ovaries!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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husband Victor, I was a pet parent to two Russian Blues, a sister and brother
named Tania & Puck. These beautiful
gray, green-eyed cats had been my companions for almost a decade. I remember
thinking they were voice-activated because when I complimented them from across
the living room, they’d purr in response as if acknowledging my appreciation.
Unfortunately, Victor was allergic to cats. Eventually, I did have to give the cats away. Victor had been hospitalized
several times because of his allergy so there was no kidding ourselves. A woman
I knew took both Tania and Puck – and a piece of my heart. Victor was not
allergic to dogs. Cue the entrance music for shelter dog Ollie!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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lineage baffled even our vet, was a pug mix who had a terrier’s face, a pug’s
body (including the curly tail), and dachshund legs. He also looked just a
teeny bit like Winston Churchill. Ollie was definitely Victor’s dog. They were
inseparable. Victor said Ollie was his Mrs. Danvers. Ollie, our sweet little hodgepodge
barely tolerated me but I loved him anyway. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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mix known as “the napkin eater,” ate tissues, bathroom tissue, and even
several pages of the Bible (the New Testament). My husband and I could not
place a paper napkin on our laps. Forgetting to be vigilant about Pip's paper ploys resulted
in shredded and dog-gobbled napkins or an unfinished Sermon on the Mount. What
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dog of my heart is a Maltese, a breed known for excelling at snuggling. He’s
snuggling beside me right now. Unlike Ollie, Darby never played favorites and
loved Victor and me equally, allowing us both to spoil him daily. It’s quite possible
Darby is the only dog who is served his meals on Wedgwood china. The runt of
the litter when a puppy, the little chap weighed less than two pounds when he
“arrived” in my home. Even a cat bowl was too large for him. The only thing
small enough was a Wedgwood saucer. Darby is five now and apparently
appreciates the finer things in life as he still prefers the good china.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">On September
12, 2018, Victor passed away from cancer. One morning, reading an especially
beautiful passage in a book on prayer, I was overcome with grief and began
sobbing. I was sitting on the right side of the sofa, and Darby was on the
opposite end. The second he heard me cry, he walked over to me, nestled beside
me, kissed my hand several times, and rested his head on my lap. This is why we
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Perhaps Socrates had a dog, one with soulful eyes. I like to think that Christ’s first follower might have been a playful puppy.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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and corrupt leaders are shielded from justice. There are shining exceptions,
but for the most part, honor and truthfulness seem quaint concepts from a
long-ago era. It is easy to be swept into the current cynicism. It is easy to
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and videos of adorable toddlers, puppies, kittens, beautiful landscapes, and
seascapes appear on social media, the posts of killers and those who apparently
long to kill are also there.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">And yes, Secretary
of State Pompeo, I do “care about Ukraine.”<a href="file:///C:/Users/Barbara%20Alfaro/Desktop/Blog%20Post.docx#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2" style="mso-footnote-id: ftn2;" title=""><span class="MsoFootnoteReference"><span style="mso-special-character: footnote;"><!--[if !supportFootnotes]--><span class="MsoFootnoteReference"><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.0pt;">[2]</span></span><!--[endif]--></span></span></a>
For years, Ukrainians (and Russians) have read my blog and my poetry. Certainly,
if some people in Ukraine are thoughtful enough to read the poems of an unknown
poet, I can care about their safety. And would, if the only thing I ever wrote
was a grocery list. There is a geography of the heart where compassion has no boundaries,
and fairness is understood.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br />Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-18894980558235799882019-10-26T04:48:00.:002019-10-26T04:48:21.710-07:00Happy Halloween<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I am remembering that long ago Halloween party at my best friend Mary Sue’s home in Douglaston, Long Island.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Second grade giggly girls, loved like candy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My mother bought my plastic costume in a Woolworth’s store.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The whole shebang – cowgirl costume, including cowgirl hat and lasso, cost several dollars.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was thrilled until I arrived at Mary Sue’s.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The door opened and I found myself surrounded by gusts of gossamer - petticoated princesses and bubbly ballerinas in creamy pastel gowns and child-size tiaras.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was the only cowgirl at the ball.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>What happened to the Halloween party, like the great Halloween parties my mother put together every year – skeleton and ghost costumes, my brothers and I biting floating apples in a tub of water or blindfolded, spun around and paper tail in hand, hesitating toward the big donkey picture on the wall.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where was the orange candy corn at Mary Sue’s party?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Where were the candy apples on a stick?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Even the candies at this party were the soft, muted colors the wealthy are so fond of.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>What do pastel colored candies have to do with witches, ghouls and goblins?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>At the party, a classmate named Peggy, asked me how much my father paid for our house and when told (yes, very young children overhear these things) reported gleefully her father paid five times that amount for their home in Douglaston.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I didn’t care.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I did remember being impressed at a sleepover at Peggy’s that her bedroom was the exactly same chartreuse as the Wicked Witch’s face in “The Wizard of Oz.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>I loved our little ranch house in Little Neck, Long Island.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was the first time I had my “very own” room and my mother said I kept it so nice we could charge people to see it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My brother Bob and I especially loved that our family moved into the house before landscaping for the whole area was completed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We could play “King of the Mountain” on big hills of unleveled dirt. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span>We could shout straight out and our voices would echo back.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Before the lawns were laid down, I was the princess of play – without a gossamer gown.</span></div>
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-42961459072264728712019-10-18T04:58:00.:002019-10-25T06:24:38.572-07:00Taking It on the Chin<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Writers and actors are no strangers to rejection. If writers submit their work for publication fairly often, chances are they receive rejection letters "fairly often." But bless our literate hearts, we just keep writing. In
a general audition, actors are given three minutes to stand on a bare stage and perform
a monolog that will prove they are brilliantly talented. But actors have a
ready excuse when not accepted for a role. They can tell themselves they chose
the wrong monolog, the wrong playwright’s work, the wrong material. Writers
don’t have a fall guy - we are the material. A material that has to be resilient,
able to take it on the chin. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">When I was very young, twenty something, I scheduled a first
date with a man I’d met at a party. He must have made an impression on me
because I spent my whole paycheck on a new outfit for our date. We were to meet
at a restaurant. I sat at a table for two for two hours in that restaurant
knowing the waiter probably felt somewhat sorry for me. Anyone who has been
stood up knows some of what I felt as I walked home alone. Yet, that sort of
rejection is a piece of cake compared to that of an editor or a director.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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the same as a firefighter rushing into a burning building. We enter another
edifice - the one marked <i>truthfulness</i>. Whether disguised in novels or apparent
in non-fiction, genuineness is easily recognizable, and almost always
appreciated. A poet I respect and admire told me a new poem of mine is “brave.”
How good to hear that. I want to write brave poems – and silly ones because
most of us are often brave and sometimes, thankfully, silly.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br />Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-62411417574193218292019-05-11T09:19:00.:002019-10-20T14:11:53.893-07:00True Romance<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-size: 14.0pt;">On a blanket, under a tree in the Glen Oaks apartment
complex in Queens, New York City, Carol and I read <i>True Confessions,
True Romance,</i> and <i>True Story</i> magazines.<i> </i>Shiny
covers showed a handsome man<i> </i>tilting a beautiful girl in the
about-to-be-kissed passionately pose. She often had a bare shoulder and more
than a hint of cleavage showing.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 14.0pt;">The stories seemed to have recurring themes. A young girl
lies to her parents and has a secret meeting with a boy from the wrong side of
the tracks<i> </i>or, a young girl lies to her parents and has a secret
meeting with a boy from the right side of the tracks.<i> </i>These
railroad romances often took a dark but surprising turn usually on the
“to-be-continued” page. I don’t remember Carol’s last name and that seems
somehow wrong of me. Glen Oaks apartments are still in existence and so are the
romance magazines only now they sell for $4.99 not twenty-five cents. I like to
think there are still grammar school girls munching candy while reading stories
under trees, though I imagine clicking or scrolling instead of turning paper
pages.</span><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.5pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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Carol supplied the courage to walk into a store in broad daylight, and purchase
them in front of people. I know Carol was tall for kids our age, and had ink
black hair. My family moving from the Glen Oaks apartments to a ranch house in
Little Neck, Long Island ended my reading romance magazines. I hope Carol
found happiness, on either side of the railroad, and that whatever dark turns
may have occurred were transformed into starry nights of true romance.</span><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.5pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<br />Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-2691987982839694072019-04-18T06:56:00.:002019-10-20T14:12:07.202-07:00BCM (Barbara's Classic Movies)The following short comedies are not from the '30's or 40's, they're from 2001 and 2009, and I doubt very much they're "classics" but they are fun. After all this time, they still make me smile. I hope my mini film fest makes you smile too. I'm posting the videos in the order they were filmed - "One of Those Places," (about 20 minutes), "The Bench" (15 minutes), and "Jack and Thalia" (3 minutes).<br />
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-28983123688532116042019-03-26T12:59:00.:002019-10-20T14:12:36.488-07:00Living a Poem<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="color: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 13.5pt;">Several years ago I participated as a student and a
teaching assistant in a poetry MOOC (massive open online course) taught by
former US poet laureate Robert Pinsky. At the completion of "The Art of
Poetry," each participant compiled an anthology of favorite poems. Many of
the poems in my anthology are fairly obscure but one in it that is well-known
is "The Peace of Wild Things" by Wendell Berry. This poem came alive
for me one morning in a park. The following is an I excerpt from a blog post I published
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speaks in the first person and he is speaking about the healing power of
nature. Several years ago, I had a terrifying nightmare that left me nervous
and upset. The following day I took my little dog for a walk in a nearby park.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of pounding hooves so close I felt the vibrations
in the ground caused by their power. Four beautiful white-tail deer galloped
by! Awestruck, I stood very still and watched them till they disappeared in the
woods. My dog was also still. No longer startled, I felt calm but not an
ordinary calmness, something deeper and not easily described. The last line of
“The Peace of Wild Things” came to me – “I rest in the grace of the world, and
am free.” I don’t remember the nightmare. I do remember the deer and
Wendell Berry’s poem.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-20122690472262211462019-03-24T12:38:00.:002019-10-20T14:13:40.409-07:00Book Notes<div class="MsoNormal">
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three-day weekends seemed like manna from heaven. I would tell my family I was
spending the holiday with friends and tell my friends I was going to be with my
family. I’d wander through block long bookstores in the heart of the city,
happy and blessed with the commodity of time. Hugging books I’d purchased as I walked
to my studio apartment, I felt oddly victorious and goofily happy. There was
nothing more fun than three days of reading, deli food, and some wine. Years
later, married, and still a working stiff, I would spend large chunks of my paychecks
on paperbacks and hardcovers. Once, when I came home with a big bunch of books,
my husband said, “What’s wrong with you? Why aren’t you buying dresses?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I like to own my books and keep them nearby. There is something
very special about a new tome. And most of all, I love to make annotations of
affectionate concurrence or thoughtful dissent. I don’t rage the way dear Blake
did in the margins of his books (usually at Joshua Reynolds) but I like to let
my view be, if only on a page. You cannot have a dialogue with a library book.
And those times I’ve borrowed library books, there have been more than a few
instances of some stranger’s ear wax or something more gross embedded on pages.
How can one enjoy Dickens or Dickinson in yucky circumstances like that? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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smell of popcorn in <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>movie theater, the crisp
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-3083023102570886562019-01-18T03:21:00.:002019-03-23T08:41:27.997-07:00Dear TCM, ASPCA, & Mr. Handsome Ads<br />
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television. Television ad managers and advertisers, I address my request directly
to you. In the name of all that is holy, and in the interests of national
mental health, please stop airing the following televised affronts to intelligence,
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continually hawking every TCM product except the molars of their four TCM
hosts. I miss the gentle charm of the late Robert
Osborne. (Note to programming department: If you broadcast “Casablanca” one
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take those trembling, shivering dogs out of the blizzard and put them someplace
safe and warm. (Note to director: Get the heartbreaking shot in the first take
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be oh, so cool is embarrassingly ridiculous. In it, the handsome actor doesn’t
even wait to see how his billiards shot turns out. Because he is so cool, he
knows it will be perfect. He saunters off into the vast, beautiful night,
pensive and alone in his expensive car. (Note to actor: Look up the definition
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handsome actor drives into the vast, beautiful day, pensive and alone in his
expensive car. Because he is oh, so cool, he pauses to appreciate the flight of
birds. And what is with the voice from Mars narrator? The theme of both commercials is the same. Rugged, handsome, and independent
men – no women, pals, or puppies for these guys – only need their car and mommy
nature. (Note to creative department: The flight of birdies is lovely but it is
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<br />Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-40553697834738239742019-01-16T14:21:00.:002019-01-16T14:21:21.479-08:00Aging, Courage, and William Blake<div style="text-align: center;">
"And we are put on this earth a little space that we might learn to bear the beams of love."</div>
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My puppy Darby has a habit of pausing during fierce and furious play, coming over to me and giving me a cuddle. He then very quickly returns to his high energy and enthusiastic play, usually with a tennis ball. When my niece was a child, she did the same thing, interrupt her playing, run to me for a quick snuggle or two, then abandon me to my gentle joy as she returned to her doll house and other toys. I have a theory about this behavior shared by descendants of wolves and little girls. It has to do with what poet William Blake called "the beams of love." Little ones feel those beams and acknowledge them with a quick visit to the sender.<br />
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As I've aged, I've turned into a real scaredy-cat. It seems incredible to me that I once acted before an audience of thousands in Shakespeare in the Park in Lexington, Kentucky, rode a horse in the foothills of the Berkshire Mountains, and preferred the window seat on overseas flights. I don't act, ride, or travel by plane any more. Now, simply thinking these things makes me a tad nervous. I'm calm right now, Darby nestled beside me on a comfy sofa, my fingers tapping the laptop. I seem in real danger of becoming one of those daffy little 'ole ladies daffy about their dogs (spotted in posh neighborhoods, the dears and their doggies often wear matching coats, usually soft plaids).<br />
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Aging in a country where looking young is a national obsession can be a challenge. Compare the lined, character-laden faces of British actors to the frozen facelifts of American actors. I'm not about to bounce into the annoying boosterism that touts aging is a bunch of fun. It isn't, unless you find arthritis, back pain, and short-term memory loss a bunch of fun. But the cowardice that keeps me from stages, stables, and airports doesn't apply to my growing older. I know there are more important things to be concerned about than crow's feet and gray hair.<br />
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William Blake sang on his deathbed so certain was he of the joy that awaited him. I doubt I'll sing on my deathbed. My off-key lyrics might offend the angels.<br />
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<i style="text-align: center;">This post was first published on June 16, 2016. Darby is no longer a puppy but I'm still a scaredy-cat<span style="font-size: x-small;">.</span></i><br />
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-67302498887914844702017-10-22T13:36:00.:002019-10-20T14:16:44.609-07:00Candy Canes & Apes<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Archaeologists
have discovered two teeth from 9.7 million years ago. The teeth belonged to a
great ape (can’t a gentler appellation be found for a beings who took such
marvelous care of their teeth?). The following is an archaeologist’s description
of one of the teeth when asked what an almost 10-million-year-old tooth looks
like. “It’s perfectly preserved. It actually looks like a new excellent tooth;
however, it’s no longer white. It’s shining like amber.” I can almost imagine
these teeth resting on dark velvet in Tiffany’s. </span></div>
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could have enjoyed several world cruises with the money I’ve spent on dental
work over the years – a cap for a tooth broken on a candy cane; several root
canals; a bite guard to prevent teeth grinding (TMJ). The last two treated by an
orthodontist. His office is the one with the Ferrari parked outside. Great apes
didn’t munch candy canes, grind their teeth because of office supervisors or
ex-spouses, or have money woes about dental bills but surely, they had other
stresses. And yet, their “perfect” and “shining” teeth exist.</span></div>
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spend over $100 billion dollars a year on dental care and we’re still losing
our teeth. What dental hygiene secrets did the great apes possess? And more
importantly, what toothpaste did they use?</span><br />
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Barbara Alfarohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960831508817158163[email protected]0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4036343669188871053.post-56922632198912508052017-06-25T08:37:00.:002019-09-14T05:16:51.:00Poems and SandwichesLike the bus passengers described in "The Moose," I feel a sense of awe
when I read this poem. I worked in the tax management department of a publishing house in Washington, DC. The work was extremely tedious. My cubicle happened
to be near a large conference room and whenever it was empty I’d take a
shortcut through it on the way to the xerox machine or the library. Each time I
walked through the conference room I’d think this would be perfect for a poetry
reading. I started a poetry group that met during lunch hour. The large number
of people who turned up for the first meeting surprised me. Apparently, I
wasn’t the only one who needed a break from tax legislation. I distributed
copies of “The Moose” at this meeting. The poem’s exquisite craftsmanship and
mystery still thrill me but I can’t think of it without remembering that huge
conference table surrounded with kindred spirits, poems and sandwiches.<br />
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Yesterday, I was delighted to learn from the Academy of American Poets that they now have an embed feature on their website Poetry.org. This means a poem that appears on their site may be shared on other websites. Thank you to those at the Academy responsible for this courtesy. Below is another excerpt from my personal anthology.<br />
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least poetic-- /so it seemed…” – and changes to enlightenment crystallized in
its last two lines. McHugh uses enjambments to keep the poem moving forward and
line breaks and parenthetical asides to cause pauses and emphasis. For example:
“(we’d all put down our forks by now, to listen to/the man in gray; he went on
softly)-- poetry” and the very last line of the poem is a one line stanza.<br />
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Except for fellow poets and several friends, people regard my writing poetry as some sort of hobby, like gardening or decoupage. In
a culture as embroiled in consumerism and celebrity mania as America is, poetry
is greatly undervalued. It is often thought of as something English majors and
academics are fond of. It’s disheartening when I hear someone say “Poetry isn’t
for me,” “I just don’t get poetry,” or “Are you still writing poetry?” But the next
time someone looks askance when I say poetry matters, I’ll suggest they read Heather McHugh’s stunning poem.<br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I hope you will enjoy reading the poems I <span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">chose</span> for my anthology<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> </span>and my shared thoughts.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Warmly, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>Barbara </i></span><br />
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the first person and he is speaking about the healing power of nature. Several
years ago, I had a terrifying nightmare that left me nervous and upset. The
following day I took my little dog for a walk in a nearby park. Suddenly, I heard
the sound of pounding hooves so close I felt the vibrations in the ground
caused by their power. Four beautiful white-tail deer g<span style="font-family: "times";">alloped by! Awestruck, I stood very still and watched them till they
disappeared in the woods. My dog was also still. No longer startled, I felt
calm but not an ordinary calmness, something deeper and not easily described. The
last line of “The Peace of Wild Things” came to me – “</span>I rest in the
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